The week of Conjunctio was a very intense and strange climax to the whole cycle. We were given clear instructions to follow in the previous weeks and had to carry them out. The main objectives were performing and filming a Conjunctio Mass and visiting Boleskine house to awaken Jena, the Giantess Troll Goddess.
It seemed appropriate ...more
Putting together an altar for Enu Null was very fun. I felt inspired to dig out all sort of toys, children books etc. I also felt it was appropriate to include tools representing all of my main interests. I put pen to represent writing, a video and photo cameras to represent film making and photography ...more
After preparing her altar I compose the incense for White Queen. I chose white camphor, sage, rosemary and lemon grass. We performed KIa banishing and did the evocation. I expected to get nothing after reading descriptions of her in DKMU Egregores. My first contact wasn't easy to describe but I definitely could feel her. I ...more
The week with Red king felt to me like a dream. My dreams somehow felt more real than reality and day to day life was foggy and imprecise. It could have been at least partially a result of the week with Zalty. Having such an intense time meant that my energy levels were down and ...more
The week with Zalty turned out to be very different from the others. We had guests and were going away for the weekend to stay by Loch Ness. My sister Tara was bringing her friend Akira with her. We had never met him before and although we knew they both had interest in spirituality and ...more
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'The word decadence, which at first meant simply "decline" in an abstract sense, is now most often used to refer to a perceived decay in standards, morals, dignity, religious faith, or skill at governing among the members of the elite of a very large social structure, such as an empire or nation state. ...more
It was the first day of DKMU godform cycle week with Trigag. The altar was set up in advance but I still hadn't composed the incense for him. I had some work to do and I decided to get on with it but my laptop wouldn't boot up. It seemed to get stuck in sleep ...more
After a very intense week with Doombringer the time came to welcome Ino. Her energy proved very soothing and gentle but with a very sharp edge.
I constructed the altar in the morning and composed incense for her from white sandalwood, blue lotus, jasmine flowers and frankincense. After evoking her I sat in a meditation. I ...more
This is a transcription of my conversations with Agent 663 aka Doombringer that took place in my second week of DKMU Godform Cycle.
I am in front of the black ziggurat on a desolate plane. 663 walks few steps down towards me.
663: Who are you?
DV: My name is Dana Varahi and I am a magician. ...more
After spending a week with Ellis I was looking forward to exploring Doombringer or Agent 663 as I got to call him. It was a very different experience because I have never done any work with Doombringer before, as far as I was aware. I was well prepared for this week. I made some spiced ...more
Myself and Anton started the DKMU Godform Cycle on 1st of March'17 with a large bonfire in our garden. We drew chalk sigils around the fire pit and spent a while staring at the flames and toasting bread with cheese. After we were done with the fire we came back inside and performed the evocation ...more
Following on from my article Magi for Chelsea Manning.
It has been nearly two months since president Obama commuted Chelsea Manning's sentence. We did some very involved magick in the days preceding the commutation and this surely felt like a great victory for all of us in the Magi for Chelsea Manning group. Not only will ...more
A few weeks ago, myself and Anton received a tarot reading from agent Idris ElSenussi . It had to do with our plan for a patreon project focusing on evocation. The reading was very detailed and very insightful. One of the things that Idris suggested to us during the consultation was to work with one ...more
It was mid December, 2016. I went down to a local post office to send some Xmas cards. As I was queuing up I noticed green cupcakes looking like Pepe the frog. I was repulsed at them to begin with but then an idea came to my mind about all the things I could do ...more
Chelsea Manning has been at the back of my mind for a very long time. We targeted her with the #opIntruder 'you are not alone' sigil at different points. Her presence had been growing stronger in my awareness, when last Summer I heard of her suicide attempt. I was just coming down from my Abramelin ...more
Myself and Anton wanted these for a very long time! It seems such a wonderful way to target yourself with the CE5 sigil! We decided to set up an Operation Intruder shop with hoodies of our own design. When it came to getting some xmas gifts we both felt that there cannot be anything better. ...more
"The third angel sounded his trumpet, and a great star, blazing like a torch, fell from the sky on a third of the rivers and on the springs of water— the name of the star is Wormwood. A third of the waters turned bitter, and many people died from the waters that had become bitter."
It's autumn again and with Halloween behind the corner we are slowly entering what call Black Rat season. I met the Black Rat for the first time in the year 2009. It was a cold evening in late November. I decided to make an experimental cocktail out of some ingredients I had in the cupboard. ...more
Recently I came across the kickstarter for Power and Magic Anthology. It contains 15 comics about queer witches of color, created by 17 women, demigirls, and bigender people of color. This anthology is the kind of project I have been waiting for. The occult community with its wide diversity of practitioners has produced many amazing ...more
I used to pay attention to the cycles of the moon but in recent years I fell out of the habit. Celebrating the 8 festivals (Wheel of the Year) became more important to me. I began exploring Chaos Magic alternatives, linking the festivals to the 8 colours of magic. Doing so definitely added a breathe ...more
Mooncakes are traditionally baked for Mid-Autumn Festival. You can find out about the folklore associated with them in my Moon(cake) Magick blog. They can be a great offering or celebratory snack for any moon related magic. I improvised a recipe based on what I had in my kitchen at the time of baking. The proportions ...more
Ego as the Sacrifice
Our ego is shaped by external circumstances, our environment, upbringing etc. We take it to be ourselves until something shakes this self image and proves us otherwise. The initiations such as Abramelin serve this purpose. In our daily lives the attention is directed solely onto the outside world. Our ego is built ...more
In the Cybermorphic Chaosphere system the sun corresponds to Ego. It has been something I always had a hard time comprehending. I grew up studying Kaballah and to me Sun=Tipharet=heart. Ego in my perception would be based 'lower down' on the Tree perhaps in Yesod (Purple). I was heavily influenced by the study of Eastern ...more